02.08.03 - 11:38
what the hell? there's snow on the ground. it's been there awhile now but i try to refuse it acknowledgment. sometimes it works [i.e. the snow melts] and other times it doesn't [i.e. it's still there].
i really don't know about anything. i woke up at 10 this morning and i was thinking: ow my head hurts it's bright in here i'm not wearing a shirt or underwear ow ow ow.
and now it's time for brunch/lunch. with guess who! that's right, my favorite unattainable friend. it's sad though. i was lamenting this problem of mine to various people at the maragret cho party [ya korea] and she happened to hear me. her immediate reaction was: are they here? let's beat them up! why don't they like you?
if she could beat herself up jim-carrey-a-la-liar-liar style, that'd be pretty amazing. adding it to the laundry list of other amazing qualities about her. but i probably shouldn't have made out with her director. that was probably a mistake. but she was there.... and i was.. so.. lonely. even surrounded by so many people i was feeling very much alone.
well. time to put on some pants. and eat.
